Mourning A Ghost Who Never Died

On the eve of our wedding, Ted Alexander died protecting me. A muggers blade tore through his chest in a dark alley, and he bled out right in front of my eyes.

I collapsed, my mind fracturing from the trauma. By the time I finally woke up in a sterile hospital bed, his funeral had already ended. He was gone, buried without me.

For the next ten years, I lived like a ghost.

I dragged myself to thirty-five. My grandmotherthe matriarch of the Virgil family and the only person who truly cared for mefell terminally ill. Her final, desperate wish was to see me married, to know I wouldn't be left entirely alone in this world.

So, I agreed to the arrangement. A strategic merger dressed up as a marriage of convenience.

Right after my first stiff meeting with the groom-to-be, I sat in my car, aimlessly scrolling through my phone to numb the silence. I stumbled upon an anonymous thread on a popular forum: Whats the most extreme thing youve ever done for love?

Among the endless comments, one anonymous reply caught my eye:

My husband loves me so much that he literally staged his own death just to escape his then-girlfriend and be with me.

The comment section immediately erupted into chaos.

Are you kidding? Thats sick. What a pair of absolute sociopaths.

That poor girl... Imagine being left in the dark for the rest of your life, grieving a ghost.

But then, someone stepped into the thread to defend the anonymous poster.

I love my wife. No matter what any of you bitter strangers say, I will always stand by her side.

I stared at the defender's profile picture. A strange, cold sensation prickled at the back of my neck. It felt too familiar. Far too familiar.

I tapped the tiny avatar to enlarge the image. My breath caught. My fingers began to tremble so violently I nearly dropped the phone.

The photo showed a man's wrist. Resting on it was a watch.

A custom-made, platinum Patek Philippe. I had commissioned it myself for Teds twenty-fifth birthday. It cost over a million dollars. It was the only one of its kind in the entire world.

I saved the photo, staring at it for what felt like hours, my mind refusing to accept the impossible reality.

Then, my survival instinct kicked in. I called a close friend of minean expert in cybersecurity.

Do me a favor, I said, my voice barely a whisper. Can you check something for me? Ten years ago, when Ted Alexander supposedly died... was a death certificate ever actually filed?

The line went dead quiet.

Bridget, he sighed, his voice heavy with pity. Its been ten years. You have to let him go. You have to move on.

I gripped the steering wheel, my knuckles turning white. Im not looking backward, Peter. Im asking because I dont think hes dead.

Another long, suffocating silence.

Give me an hour, he finally said.

An hour later, Peters call came through. His voice was completely different nowtense, vibrating with a barely contained fury.

I ran the databases, he said. Theres no death certificate. No cremation records. Back then, his mother rushed through a private, closed-casket funeral so fast nobody even saw the urn. I thought that was suspicious, so I dug deeper into the federal registry. His Social Security number was never flagged as deceased. Ted Alexander is alive.

He paused, swallowing hard, before spitting out the next words: Hes living in Portland, right in the next state over. He owns a whole block of commercial properties. Hes living like a king, Bridget. That absolute bastard.

I drove through a blinding downpour, making the one-hour trip to the address Peter sent me. My hands were numb on the steering wheel.

I parked across the street from a chic, high-end boutique. Through the glass storefront, I could see a woman bustling around inside.

Then, the door opened. Ted walked in, carrying two cups of iced boba tea.

They smiled, laughing at some private joke as he handed her the drink.

I leaned against the brick wall of the alleyway opposite them, staring at his face.

He looked exactly the same. A little broader in the shoulders, perhaps. His skin was healthy, flushed with life. He was thriving.

Ten years ago, in that dark, narrow alley, we had been cornered by a man with a knife.

Ted had stepped in front of me. The blade had sunk deep into his chest.

The attacker fled. It was a blind spot for the citys security cameras, and the police never found him.

His "death" had shattered me into a million pieces.

For ten years, I had blamed myself. I had never once doubted the tragedy.

I kept watching through the window.

A team of event planners entered the shop, spreading out portfolios on the counter. I watched them gesture and discuss details for a long time.

Mr. Alexander, well make sure your wife's birthday gala is absolutely spectacular. Were aiming for the highest tiera five-million-dollar budget, the lead planner said, his voice carrying slightly as he stepped near the door. Every single rose will be flown in fresh from Ecuador.

After the planners left, Ted took the womans hands. His voice was dripping with that soft, comforting tenderness I used to know so well.

Sweetheart, if those comments are bothering you, just delete the post. Those people are just jealous of what we have. Dont let them get to you.

He pulled a velvet box from his pocket, revealing a breathtaking diamond necklace, and gently clasped it around her neck.

She touched the diamonds, smiling, and casually mentioned something about how his mother had been doing lately.

A violent ringing filled my ears.

His mother. She knew. She had always known.

At the funeral ten years ago, she had sobbed so hysterically she had to be carried out. It was all a performance. A calculated lie. The entire Alexander family had weaponized my grief.

My chest tightened, the air escaping my lungs as if I were the one suffocating in a casket.

Then, the woman turned her face toward the light.

My blood ran cold. I recognized her.

Chloe Ward.

She was a girl from the Appalachian foothills whom I had personally sponsored. I remembered her standing in my office years ago, a frail, trembling teenager with tear-stained cheeks, begging for help to pay her college tuition.

I had held her hands and told her, Dont worry. Im going to make sure you get your degree.

After she graduated, I personally secured her an internship at my familys firm. I mentored her, gave her a career, treated her like a sister.

Until the afternoon I walked into the executive lounge and found her and Ted pressed against the sofa, their clothes in disarray, losing themselves in each other.

I fired Chloe on the spot.

Ted had dropped to his knees, weeping, pressing his forehead against my shoes. He swore it was a momentary lapse in judgment, a stupid mistake, and begged for mercy. He promised he would change.

And like a fool, I forgave him.

I yanked myself out of the memories, turning on my heel, and got back into my car.

I drove away, my mind a chaotic blur. I had barely cleared the first intersection when a sudden, jarring impact slammed me from behind.

My head whipped forward. Whiplash.

I got out of the car, rubbing my neck. Parked behind me was a sleek, cherry-red Ferrari.

The driver's door swung open, and Chloe stepped out in designer heels. She glanced at me, her oversized designer sunglasses still covering her face. She didn't recognize me.

Instead, she immediately dialed a number on her phone, her voice instantly turning into a helpless whine.

Babe, some idiot just backed into me! You need to come down here right now!

I turned to get back into my car to wait for the police, but Chloe lunged forward, grabbing my arm with surprising strength.

Hey! Youre not going anywhere! This is entirely your fault! If you didnt drive like a complete amateur, I wouldnt have hit you!

Within minutes, Teds car pulled up to the curb.

The moment his eyes fell on me, his entire body froze. He recovered quickly, stepping forward to position himself like a shield in front of Chloe.

You

I clenched my jaw, my gaze locked onto his face.

This was the face I had mourned for a decade. Ten years of carrying the crushing weight of survivor's guilt, wishing it had been me instead of him.

When he "died," my world had turned to ash. I fell into a spiral of severe depression, heavy drinking, and chronic insomnia. I suffered a major stomach hemorrhage from the stress and ended up in the ICU multiple times. For the first few years, I was barely a human beingjust a hollow shell of grief. It took Nana screaming at me, forcing me to look at my own deterioration, to finally pull myself out of the grave I was digging for myself.

And here he was. Breathing. Warm. Alive.

Ted. Youre alive.

He cleared his throat, his eyes darting away, unable to hold my gaze.

Bridget, he muttered.

My voice was hoarse, raw from the sheer absurdity of it. Why? Why did you do this to me?

Chloe peeked out from behind his shoulder, her tone dripping with mock sweet-talk. Oh, please, Bridget. Dont be so dramatic. Its this overbearing, aggressive attitude of yours that made Ted feel so suffocated in the first place.

A bitter, hollow laugh escaped my throat. Aggressive? Ted, when I invested thirty million dollars of Virgil money to fund your startup, did you find me too aggressive then?

When I gave you exclusive access to my familys entire distribution network to build your empire, did you find me overbearing?

Teds expression darkened. He frowned, his voice taking on a defensive, irritated edge. See? This is exactly what I mean. Youre always so hostile, always throwing your status in my face.

The blue lights of a police cruiser flickered down the street. The officer pulled over and began assessing the scene.

Ted pulled a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit one, and took a slow drag. His tone was cold, detached.

Bridget, if you got into a car accident, youd handle it yourself. Youd call your lawyers, file the claims, and move on. You dont need anyone.

He exhaled a plume of gray smoke, looking back at Chloe. Chloe is different. She actually needs me.

Once the officer finished writing up the report, Chloe smiled triumphantly. Fine, were at fault. Ill wire you the money for the repairs.

Ted dropped his cigarette butt and crushed it under his leather shoe. Dont worry about it, Chloe. Ill handle it.

He pulled out his phone, his expression completely flat. My number is still the same, Bridget. I never changed it.

A soft chime echoed from my purse. He had just Venmod me ten thousand dollars.

Without another word, they got back into the Ferrari and drove away.

I stood frozen on the asphalt, my chest feeling as though a rusty blade were being slowly twisted in my heart.

He never changed his number.

For ten fucking years, he had kept the exact same account.

Do you have any idea how many messages I sent him? Hundreds. Thousands. Every single one of them sent into a void I thought was death.

Ted, its been a hundred days since you left. The pain is unbearable. I want to be with you.

Ted, Im in the hospital with a bleeding ulcer. If you were here, youd be sitting by my bed making me laugh.

Ted, I miss you so much.

He had seen them. Every single desperate, agonizing word. And he had simply ignored them.

When I got back to my empty house, my phone buzzed. It was a text from Ted.

Bridget, what happened back then... I know it was wrong of me to keep you in the dark. But its been ten years. You need to learn to move on. And dont you dare start trouble for Chloe.

I locked my phone, lay down on the sofa, and let the tears finally spill over.

It hurt. God, it hurt so much.

I looked around the cavernous living room. I had bought this estate specifically for us, envisioning the life we would build together. Ted had complained back then that he felt emasculated because I paid for it, and I had foolishly reassured him that what was mine was his.

Every piece of furniture, every painting, every curtain had been meticulously selected to match our shared tastes. It had remained untouched for ten years, a mausoleum to a dead love.

I grabbed a heavy crystal vase from the coffee table and shattered it against the hardwood floor.

Then, I pulled up his contact, clicked his profile, and hit delete.

He was out there living his perfect, sweet life. Why was I still letting myself be kept prisoner in a tomb of my own making?

I forced myself to throw my energy into work, burying my grief under mountains of corporate acquisitions and board meetings.

A few nights later, there was a high-profile charity gala. I dressed in an elegant silk gown and forced myself to go.

Almost immediately upon entering the ballroom, I spotted Chloe.

She waved at me, smiling brightly as if we were old college roommates catching up. Bridget! Youre here! What a small world!

Ted stood beside her, his brow furrowing as he glared at me. Bridget, are you seriously stalking me now?

He paused, a look of sheer disbelief crossing his face. Dont tell me youve actually spent the last ten years waiting for me.

Chloe let out a sharp, mocking laugh. Oh my god, really? Ten years without a single date? Talk about desperate!

Her shoulders shook with laughter.

A group of tech executives walked over, and Ted, eager to escape the tension, raised his champagne glass and slipped into their circle.

Chloe raised her glass to a neighboring group of socialites. Everyone, this is Bridget Virgil. Shes the wonderful woman who sponsored my education through her familys foundation. I wouldnt be where I am today without her.

One of the women smiled politely. How generous. Im sure Bridget taught you a great deal.

Chloes smile was sweet, but her eyes were venomous. Oh, absolutely. Bridget taught me so much.

She stepped closer to me, leaning in to whisper in my ear, Especially how to spot a real man. You always told me to look for someone responsible, someone who would protect me.

Her lips curved into a smug grin. Thank you so much for training such a perfect husband for me, Bridget.

She clinked her glass against mine with a sharp clink.

The pain in my chest was so sharp I could barely draw breath. Ignoring her, I turned on my heel and walked out onto the terrace.

The cool summer breeze washed over me, clearing the heavy scent of perfume and champagne from my senses.

I heard footsteps behind me.

Chloe had followed me, leaning casually against the stone balustrade.

I turned to leave, but she reached out and grabbed my wrist, hard.

You know, Bridget, when you brought me out of those poor country hills, you told me to study hard and build a better life than yours, she murmured, swirling the champagne in her glass. And look at me now. I actually did it.

I spat out a single word through clenched teeth: Pathetic.

Her laugh grew louder, sharper. Oh, look at you. Still playing the proud heiress, even when you have nothing left. Its honestly tragic.

I had no energy left for her games. I yanked my arm back and turned to walk away.

The next second, a piercing scream echoed behind me.

I spun around.

Chloe had thrown herself over the low stone railing of the terrace, tumbling down into the gardens below.

Help! Somebody help me! her voice shrieked through the night air.

I stood frozen at the railing, watching her lie on the manicured lawn below.

A figure rushed past me. Teds eyes were bloodshot, his face contorted with a rage so violent it felt physical.

Bridget! Have you lost your mind?! You pushed her!

I didn't touch her, I said, my voice deadpan, exhausted.

He glared at me, his fingers wrapping around my upper arm like a vice. Youre coming with me. Right now.

He dragged me down the stairs. Dozens of eyes stared at me, whispers rippling through the crowd as if I were a cold-blooded killer.

The weight of the accusation sat heavy on my chest.

The ambulance rushed Chloe to the nearest hospital.

The doctors diagnosed her with a mild concussion and a fractured leg.

Ted paced the sterile hallway outside her room, his heavy steps echoing. Finally, he stopped in front of me, his voice shaking with anger.

Bridget, Im the one who chose to be with Chloe. If youre angry, take it out on me! There was no reason to hurt her!

A wave of profound exhaustion washed over me. I told you. I didnt push her.

The red light above the door turned off, and Chloe was wheeled out. Ted immediately rushed to her side.

He refused to let me leave, forcing me to sit in the corner of her private room like a prisoner, guarding her bedside all night under his watchful eye.

The next morning, Ted went out to fetch her breakfast.

The moment the door clicked shut, Chloe sat up, peeling an apple with a smug, victorious look on her face.

I spoke first. Chloe, whatever youre trying to achieve, Im done with Ted. I dont want him back. What else do you want?

She smiled, taking a slow bite of the apple. What do I want? I want Ted to despise you more with every passing day.

I stood up, crossing my arms. Why? You already have him. Why go to these extremes?

She let out a cruel, melodic giggle. Why? Because I hate you, Bridget. Ive always hated you.

You grew up wrapped in silk and gold. Helping someone like me was just a charity project to make yourself feel good. I was nothing but a stray dog you threw scraps to for your own amusement.

I shook my head. I never saw you that way.

She sneered, her eyes flashing with old resentment. Do you remember the day you caught us? I knelt on the floor and begged for your forgiveness. I was genuinely terrifiedterrified youd send me back to that miserable mountain town. But no matter how much I cried, you threw me out anyway.

She leaned forward, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. But then, I stopped being afraid. Do you want to know why?

Because on the night he died, while you were crying yourself blind in that empty house, he was in my bed, making love to me.

Bridget, youre a joke. A pathetic little clown.

My hand moved before my brain could process. A sharp, stinging slap echoed through the room, striking her cheek.

The very next second, a brutal force shoved me from behind.

I flew sideways, my shoulder slamming hard into the drywall. A white-hot pain flared through my arm.

BRIDGET! Ted stood in the doorway, his face twisted in fury. What the hell is wrong with you?!

I stood up, adjusting my coat, refusing to shed another tear in front of them.

Teds voice chased me out the door. If you ever touch her again, Bridget, I swear to God Ill make you regret it. Shes not some defenseless little girl you can bully anymore!

I knew there was no point in arguing. I pushed the door open. Now that shes awake, my job here is done.

I hadn't anticipated how far Ted would go to protect her.

A month later, I was at the gym when my phone rang. It was our family physician.

Bridget, get to the estate now! Your grandmother... shes slipping away!

Panic seized my throat. I ran to my car, driving like a madwoman.

A sudden summer storm had broken, rain lashing against the windshield in sheets. The wipers couldn't keep up; the world outside was a blurry, gray smear.

Drenched to the bone, I burst through the front doors of the estate.

The doctor stood by Nanas bed, his head bowed. He gave me a somber, apologetic look.

Nanas eyes were cloudy, struggling to focus as she turned her head toward me. In her gaze, I saw a devastating mix of pity, sorrow, and a deep, unspoken fear.

I fell to my knees, grasping her frail, cold hand. Nana, Im here. Im right here.

Her chest rose and fell in shallow, ragged gasps. She couldn't speak.

One of my cousins stood nearby, handing me a tablet with a look of deep shame. Aunt Evelyn saw this last night. Her blood pressure spiked, and she collapsed.

On the screen was a viral tabloid article with a sickening headline:

The Desperate Heiress: How One Rich Girl Spent Ten Years Chasing a Ghost, and the Man Who Staged His Own Death Just to Escape Her.

The comment section was a cesspool of vitriol.

Shes pathetic.

Money cant buy self-respect. What a stalker.

She needs to take a hint and disappear.

Suddenly, Nanas grip tightened on my hand with surprising strength.

Her eyes widened, her trembling finger pointing toward me, as if trying to warn me of something, before her hand slowly slipped away, falling limp onto the mattress.

Nana! No, please, Nana!

On the day of the funeral, I stood before her casket, the guilt and grief pressing down on my chest like a lead weight.

If it weren't for my scandalous reputation, Nana wouldnt have been pushed over the edge. I had killed the only person who loved me.

Suddenly, a commotion broke out at the entrance of the chapel.

I looked up and saw Chloe walking in, wearing a vibrant, skin-tight crimson dress. Beside her stood Ted.

Rage, hot and blinding, flared in my chest. What are you doing here? Get the hell out!

Chloe wore a mock expression of grief. Oh, Bridget, Ted was throwing me a birthday lunch when we heard about your grandmother. We wanted to pay our respects.

Ted stepped forward, his face completely blank as he tossed a small envelope onto the pew. Theres five thousand dollars in there. Consider it compensation for the last ten years.

Chloes lips twitched with a smug satisfaction, her voice loud enough to carry to every mourning family member in the chapel. Bridget, Ted loves me. He always has. Its time you let him go.

This is all the cash he had on hand, and hes giving it to you. Take it, and please, stop chasing another womans husband.

I stared at Ted, my voice deadly quiet, vibrating with hatred. Ted, the fact that you are still breathing is the greatest insult to my entire existence.

Chloe feigned outrage. How dare you? We came here out of the goodness of our hearts, and this is how you treat us?

I turned my gaze slowly to Chloe. Chloe, who was the girl who knelt on my office floor, sobbing, begging for a chance to go to college?

I paid for your life for seven yearsfrom high school through university. Is this how you show your gratitude? By stealing my fianc?

Chloes face turned white, tears immediately welling in her eyes. Thats... thats not how it happened...

Ted yelled, Bridget, shut your mouth!

Chloe wiped her tears, taking a step closer to me. She leaned in, her voice a barely audible hiss. Bridget, you still think you lost that baby back then because of a tragic accident, dont you?

My head snapped up.

She smiled, her eyes glittering with malice. You were unconscious, but the baby was perfectly fine. Ted made the executive decision to have the doctors terminate the pregnancy while you were under. He didn't want any ties left to you.

My brain exploded into a million fragments of white noise.

My baby. The child I thought I had lost because of my own weak, grieving body. I had blamed my own genetics, my own bad luck.

It was them. It was Ted. He had murdered my child while I lay helpless.

I grabbed a heavy wooden folding chair from the row and swung it with all my strength at Chloe and Ted.

Gasps and screams erupted through the chapel.

Ted lunged forward to shield Chloe, and the chair cracked violently across his back.

He spun around, looking at me with absolute disgust, as if I were a rabid animal.

Without another word, he wrapped his arm around Chloe and walked out.

The funeral disintegrated into a circus. My relatives whispered in the corners, looking at me with a mixture of horror and pity.

I thought that was the absolute limit of their cruelty.

But it was only the preface.

That night, as I walked to my car in the rain, someone struck me from behind.

A blunt force shattered against the back of my skull. As my vision faded into black, the last thing I felt was hands tearing at my collar.

When I finally woke up, I was lying on the cold hardwood floor of my home. My phone was vibrating itself off the kitchen counter.

My private photosnude, compromising, and humiliatinghad been leaked to every major media outlet in the city. My phone number had been posted online.

Disgusting texts flooded my screen every second.

Hey beautiful, saw your pictures. How much for a night?

So this is the great Virgil heiress. Just another trashy rich girl whose parents died and left her with zero class.

We got your address, babe. Some of the guys are coming over to keep you company.

I stared at the screen, my hands shaking so hard I could barely hold the device.

The phone rang. It was Chloe.

Did you like my little housewarming gift, Bridget? her voice was sickeningly sweet. You humiliated me at the funeral. You tried to hit me. Ted was furious. He hired those guys to take those photos. How does it feel?

You touch me, and he makes you pay a thousand times over. Now the whole city knows exactly what you look like under those expensive clothes.

Her laughter rang through the receiver like a cheap, tinny bell.

Before I could speak, an email notification popped up on the screen.

I opened it with numb fingers.

Dear Ms. Virgil, by executive decision of the board of directors, you have been removed from your seat effective immediately. Furthermore, your remaining shares have been transferred to Charles Virgil. If you have any questions, please contact legal...

My uncle.

Before Nanas body was even cold, Uncle Charles had used the scandal to stage a coup, stripping me of my inheritance and my father's legacy.

Why?

What did I do to deserve this?

My grandmother was gone. My child was gone. My company was gone. I had nothing left.

Outside, the heavy thudding on my front door grew louder. I couldn't tell if it was reporters or the men from the internet. They were shouting my name, laughing, calling out to me.

The familiar, suffocating darkness from ten years ago returned, heavier than ever.

I dragged myself into the bathroom, locked the door, sat on the cold tile floor, and picked up a piece of broken glass.

In another part of the city, Teds phone chimed with a breaking news alert:

Local heiress involved in recent high-society scandal found dead in her home of an apparent suicide.