The Cost of Arrogance
On my 18th PowerPoint revision, my boss stopped me.
“Honestly, Leah, having you as a subordinate is… a bit embarrassing.”
My hand slipped on the mouse. I forgot how to undo.
“You work hard,” he went on, “but my core team needs to be impressive—like Peterson’s. Not just a cog in the machine.”
It felt like ice water poured over my head.
Seeing my face, he softened. “Don’t be sensitive. Remember that client? You froze when they asked about your college. We lost the deal because of that.”
I was speechless. He blamed me for not being “elite” enough.
The old me would’ve apologized. But now, I just felt exhausted.
It was time to leave.
I called the headhunter and accepted a rival offer—for double the pay.
As I carried my box out, he was leading new interns to a celebration.
They didn’t see me until I said goodbye.
“You’re quitting? Over what I said?”
I replied softly, “Yeah.”
1
The office buzzed with activity as my colleagues packed up, ready to head out for the celebration. The air was a mix of expensive perfume and the crisp scent of tailored suits. No one stopped to say a word to me, not even a polite farewell.
My boss, Adrian Cole, sat back in his leather executive chair, twirling a Montblanc pen between his fingers, his voice light and dismissive.
"Leah, Leah. You young people are just too impatient."
"I was only trying to help you, to push you to be better. Why are you throwing a tantrum?"
Next to him, Amy, the fresh graduate who had been hired as his "special assistant," giggled behind her hand. "Oh, Adrian, don't mind her. Some people are just too sensitive. They're not cut out for the big leagues. Where is she going to go without us?"
Adrian nodded in approval. "Amy's right. You need to see the bigger picture."
"Have you forgotten? If I hadn't made an exception for you, a graduate from a no-name state school, you wouldn't have even made it past the front door of this company."
"And now you've got your wings, you think you can just walk out because you don't like a little criticism?"
But was I the one with the small perspective?
A week ago, we had the pitch for the project that would determine the company's entire yearly target. I had been looking forward to it for months. To give our team the best possible chance, I had endured Amy’s eye-rolls and Adrian's impatience and completely overhauled the proposal three times. Everyone knew I was in charge of the core data. That morning, they'd clapped me on the shoulder and said, "We're counting on you."
I pulled three all-nighters, memorizing every single data point, every detail, every piece of supporting material that could possibly be questioned.
I walked into the meeting hall, excited, clutching a thick binder of documents, only to be stopped by Adrian with a single gesture.
"You're a project assistant? That's impossible, you're not on the core presentation team. Who are you? If you don't leave, we're calling security."
Through the closed glass doors, I could see Adrian and Amy, dressed in impeccably matching suits, standing confidently in front of the projector screen.
The data models displayed on the PowerPoint were the ones I had painstakingly built, line by line.
I pushed past the security guard and grabbed Adrian's arm before he could enter the room.
"Why am I not on the final presentation list?" I demanded. "I'm the core data support for this project. I'm the only one who can answer the detailed questions."
I didn't think there was anything wrong with what I said. But for that, they labeled me as "tactless" and "not a team player."
The door opened, and Amy stepped out, a USB drive in her hand. "Adrian, the clients are here. Let's go in."
Adrian's face instantly broke into a smile. He straightened his tie, his eyes full of admiration for her. "With Amy leading the charge, we're sure to win this."
"Leah," Amy said, looking down her nose at me. "Adrian has his reasons. You being here is just going to damage the team's image. Why don't you… go downstairs and get us some coffee?"
Looking at her perfectly made-up face, a dull ache spread through my chest. Ever since I joined this company, I had handled all the thankless, difficult jobs. Just last month, to prepare for this very project, I paid for an advanced data analytics course out of my own pocket. It wasn't expensive—just $500, not even a fraction of what Amy spends on a single handbag. But when Adrian saw my reimbursement request, he'd sighed and rubbed his temples.
"Leah, we're trying to cut costs right now. Let's avoid non-essential expenses like this in the future, okay?"
So that's what it was. It wasn't about cutting costs. It was about my professional development not being a worthy investment.
2
Amy looked surprised, then annoyed, that I was still standing there. "Oh, Leah, you're here? Adrian said you were out sick today. I only prepared materials for the core team. Maybe you should… just go back to your desk?"
Before she could finish, an intern sidled up, looking at Amy with hero-worship in his eyes. "Amy, you're amazing! This proposal is brilliant. The clients are going to love it!"
All I felt was a deep, pathetic sadness. My blood, sweat, and tears, all credited to someone else's name.
"Amy," I said, my voice steady, "can you explain the data sources for the second section?"
"Leah! Watch your tone!" Adrian barked. He walked over, his brow furrowed in displeasure.
My fingers trembled. That heart of mine, already frozen solid, felt a flicker of absurd hope. Maybe… maybe Adrian was just trying to maintain a professional front…
But his next words plunged me into an icy despair.
"Alright, that's enough. Don't make a scene in front of the clients."
"Your work is done. This is Amy's show now. She's the face of our team. You're making things awkward for everyone."
"It's better if you stay out here anyway. In case we need someone to run errands."
Amy scoffed. "Some people just don't know their place. I told you, team image is crucial. Bringing a dowdy assistant along just lowers our standards."
Another colleague, a team lead, gave me a disdainful look. "You've been acting very strange lately. Do you think just because the project is done, you're some kind of hero? You're getting a big head. Write up a formal explanation and have it on my desk by the end of the day."
A fire ignited inside me, surging through my limbs, to my brain.
The next thing I knew, the scalding hot coffee in my hand was splashing across that team lead's face.
"Write this!" I screamed.
I went wild, swinging my binder like a weapon, hitting the colleagues who were watching the show with amusement.
I hit Amy's panicked face.
I hit the glass door of the conference room that I polished countless times a day.
It didn't stop until Adrian's hand cracked across my face.
"You're insane!" he roared. "You're fired!"
"Get the hell out of here, now!"
In that moment, I felt a strange, unprecedented sense of relief.
I dropped the binder. "Fine," I said calmly.
I looked around at the chaos. A few colleagues were huddled in a corner, protectively shielding a screaming Amy.
I smiled, pulled the resignation letter from my bag, and handed it to Adrian.
"Sign it."
"Saves me the cost of postage."
3
But Adrian just held the letter, refusing to sign. He rubbed his eyes, sighed wearily, and looked at me. "Can you please stop this, Leah?"
His gaze fell on the red, swelling handprint on my cheek, and for a fleeting second, I saw a flicker of… guilt?
"I know you've been under a lot of stress lately, that you're overthinking things. Let's just forget what happened today, okay?"
"Sign it," I repeated.
My unyielding stance seemed to anger him. He made a frustrated sound. "Stop being dramatic. If you actually quit, where would you go? With your degree, what major company is going to hire you? Are you really sure you can find a better job than this?"
He had a half-smile on his face, as if mocking my overconfidence.
A chill ran down my spine. The scene was sickeningly familiar.
When I graduated, my resume was rejected everywhere. It was my mother who, through a distant acquaintance, introduced me to Adrian, who was then just a junior manager. She had humbled herself, treated him to a lavish dinner, and slipped him a thick envelope of cash.
"Leah, you're just too earnest," she had told me. "You don't know how to sell yourself. Mr. Cole is a sharp man. Stick with him, and learn."
So I joined the company, and Adrian did "take care" of me.
He gave me the toughest, most thankless tasks, calling it "training."
He took the credit for the work I did overnight, then patted my shoulder and told me, "Young people shouldn't be so concerned with personal gain."
My naive parents thought I had found a great mentor and constantly reminded me to be grateful.
If they knew I was leaving Adrian, they would call me ungrateful. They might even drag me back here to beg for my job back.
I shuddered.
Adrian, thinking he had me trapped, softened his voice. "Alright, that's enough. You have no connections, no prestigious degree. How are you going to survive without me?"
"It was wrong of me not to let you present. But I was just worried you'd get nervous and say the wrong thing, messing up the whole project."
"Once we land this contract, I'll give you a big bonus, a promotion, a raise, how does that sound? Didn't you always want to be a team lead?"
Amy stepped out from behind him, adding her two cents. "That's right, Leah, don't overthink it. Today was a very important meeting, with very important people."
"You're not used to that kind of pressure. What if you got nervous and embarrassed yourself? The clients would question our professionalism, and Adrian would be in a terrible position."
"He was just trying to protect you. How can you misunderstand his good intentions? You should apologize to him."
She pulled an intern in front of her like a shield. "See? You've scared the new staff. Don't worry, Tom, I'll have Leah apologize to you."
Other colleagues gathered around, fussing over Amy, checking her face and hands for any injuries.
"She's completely out of control. Adrian, you can't let her get away with this."
"She needs to make a public apology, at the very least, and forfeit her entire bonus for the month!"
Five or six people stood before me, all waiting for me to bow my head and apologize, just like I always did.
“Honestly, Leah, having you as a subordinate is… a bit embarrassing.”
My hand slipped on the mouse. I forgot how to undo.
“You work hard,” he went on, “but my core team needs to be impressive—like Peterson’s. Not just a cog in the machine.”
It felt like ice water poured over my head.
Seeing my face, he softened. “Don’t be sensitive. Remember that client? You froze when they asked about your college. We lost the deal because of that.”
I was speechless. He blamed me for not being “elite” enough.
The old me would’ve apologized. But now, I just felt exhausted.
It was time to leave.
I called the headhunter and accepted a rival offer—for double the pay.
As I carried my box out, he was leading new interns to a celebration.
They didn’t see me until I said goodbye.
“You’re quitting? Over what I said?”
I replied softly, “Yeah.”
1
The office buzzed with activity as my colleagues packed up, ready to head out for the celebration. The air was a mix of expensive perfume and the crisp scent of tailored suits. No one stopped to say a word to me, not even a polite farewell.
My boss, Adrian Cole, sat back in his leather executive chair, twirling a Montblanc pen between his fingers, his voice light and dismissive.
"Leah, Leah. You young people are just too impatient."
"I was only trying to help you, to push you to be better. Why are you throwing a tantrum?"
Next to him, Amy, the fresh graduate who had been hired as his "special assistant," giggled behind her hand. "Oh, Adrian, don't mind her. Some people are just too sensitive. They're not cut out for the big leagues. Where is she going to go without us?"
Adrian nodded in approval. "Amy's right. You need to see the bigger picture."
"Have you forgotten? If I hadn't made an exception for you, a graduate from a no-name state school, you wouldn't have even made it past the front door of this company."
"And now you've got your wings, you think you can just walk out because you don't like a little criticism?"
But was I the one with the small perspective?
A week ago, we had the pitch for the project that would determine the company's entire yearly target. I had been looking forward to it for months. To give our team the best possible chance, I had endured Amy’s eye-rolls and Adrian's impatience and completely overhauled the proposal three times. Everyone knew I was in charge of the core data. That morning, they'd clapped me on the shoulder and said, "We're counting on you."
I pulled three all-nighters, memorizing every single data point, every detail, every piece of supporting material that could possibly be questioned.
I walked into the meeting hall, excited, clutching a thick binder of documents, only to be stopped by Adrian with a single gesture.
"You're a project assistant? That's impossible, you're not on the core presentation team. Who are you? If you don't leave, we're calling security."
Through the closed glass doors, I could see Adrian and Amy, dressed in impeccably matching suits, standing confidently in front of the projector screen.
The data models displayed on the PowerPoint were the ones I had painstakingly built, line by line.
I pushed past the security guard and grabbed Adrian's arm before he could enter the room.
"Why am I not on the final presentation list?" I demanded. "I'm the core data support for this project. I'm the only one who can answer the detailed questions."
I didn't think there was anything wrong with what I said. But for that, they labeled me as "tactless" and "not a team player."
The door opened, and Amy stepped out, a USB drive in her hand. "Adrian, the clients are here. Let's go in."
Adrian's face instantly broke into a smile. He straightened his tie, his eyes full of admiration for her. "With Amy leading the charge, we're sure to win this."
"Leah," Amy said, looking down her nose at me. "Adrian has his reasons. You being here is just going to damage the team's image. Why don't you… go downstairs and get us some coffee?"
Looking at her perfectly made-up face, a dull ache spread through my chest. Ever since I joined this company, I had handled all the thankless, difficult jobs. Just last month, to prepare for this very project, I paid for an advanced data analytics course out of my own pocket. It wasn't expensive—just $500, not even a fraction of what Amy spends on a single handbag. But when Adrian saw my reimbursement request, he'd sighed and rubbed his temples.
"Leah, we're trying to cut costs right now. Let's avoid non-essential expenses like this in the future, okay?"
So that's what it was. It wasn't about cutting costs. It was about my professional development not being a worthy investment.
2
Amy looked surprised, then annoyed, that I was still standing there. "Oh, Leah, you're here? Adrian said you were out sick today. I only prepared materials for the core team. Maybe you should… just go back to your desk?"
Before she could finish, an intern sidled up, looking at Amy with hero-worship in his eyes. "Amy, you're amazing! This proposal is brilliant. The clients are going to love it!"
All I felt was a deep, pathetic sadness. My blood, sweat, and tears, all credited to someone else's name.
"Amy," I said, my voice steady, "can you explain the data sources for the second section?"
"Leah! Watch your tone!" Adrian barked. He walked over, his brow furrowed in displeasure.
My fingers trembled. That heart of mine, already frozen solid, felt a flicker of absurd hope. Maybe… maybe Adrian was just trying to maintain a professional front…
But his next words plunged me into an icy despair.
"Alright, that's enough. Don't make a scene in front of the clients."
"Your work is done. This is Amy's show now. She's the face of our team. You're making things awkward for everyone."
"It's better if you stay out here anyway. In case we need someone to run errands."
Amy scoffed. "Some people just don't know their place. I told you, team image is crucial. Bringing a dowdy assistant along just lowers our standards."
Another colleague, a team lead, gave me a disdainful look. "You've been acting very strange lately. Do you think just because the project is done, you're some kind of hero? You're getting a big head. Write up a formal explanation and have it on my desk by the end of the day."
A fire ignited inside me, surging through my limbs, to my brain.
The next thing I knew, the scalding hot coffee in my hand was splashing across that team lead's face.
"Write this!" I screamed.
I went wild, swinging my binder like a weapon, hitting the colleagues who were watching the show with amusement.
I hit Amy's panicked face.
I hit the glass door of the conference room that I polished countless times a day.
It didn't stop until Adrian's hand cracked across my face.
"You're insane!" he roared. "You're fired!"
"Get the hell out of here, now!"
In that moment, I felt a strange, unprecedented sense of relief.
I dropped the binder. "Fine," I said calmly.
I looked around at the chaos. A few colleagues were huddled in a corner, protectively shielding a screaming Amy.
I smiled, pulled the resignation letter from my bag, and handed it to Adrian.
"Sign it."
"Saves me the cost of postage."
3
But Adrian just held the letter, refusing to sign. He rubbed his eyes, sighed wearily, and looked at me. "Can you please stop this, Leah?"
His gaze fell on the red, swelling handprint on my cheek, and for a fleeting second, I saw a flicker of… guilt?
"I know you've been under a lot of stress lately, that you're overthinking things. Let's just forget what happened today, okay?"
"Sign it," I repeated.
My unyielding stance seemed to anger him. He made a frustrated sound. "Stop being dramatic. If you actually quit, where would you go? With your degree, what major company is going to hire you? Are you really sure you can find a better job than this?"
He had a half-smile on his face, as if mocking my overconfidence.
A chill ran down my spine. The scene was sickeningly familiar.
When I graduated, my resume was rejected everywhere. It was my mother who, through a distant acquaintance, introduced me to Adrian, who was then just a junior manager. She had humbled herself, treated him to a lavish dinner, and slipped him a thick envelope of cash.
"Leah, you're just too earnest," she had told me. "You don't know how to sell yourself. Mr. Cole is a sharp man. Stick with him, and learn."
So I joined the company, and Adrian did "take care" of me.
He gave me the toughest, most thankless tasks, calling it "training."
He took the credit for the work I did overnight, then patted my shoulder and told me, "Young people shouldn't be so concerned with personal gain."
My naive parents thought I had found a great mentor and constantly reminded me to be grateful.
If they knew I was leaving Adrian, they would call me ungrateful. They might even drag me back here to beg for my job back.
I shuddered.
Adrian, thinking he had me trapped, softened his voice. "Alright, that's enough. You have no connections, no prestigious degree. How are you going to survive without me?"
"It was wrong of me not to let you present. But I was just worried you'd get nervous and say the wrong thing, messing up the whole project."
"Once we land this contract, I'll give you a big bonus, a promotion, a raise, how does that sound? Didn't you always want to be a team lead?"
Amy stepped out from behind him, adding her two cents. "That's right, Leah, don't overthink it. Today was a very important meeting, with very important people."
"You're not used to that kind of pressure. What if you got nervous and embarrassed yourself? The clients would question our professionalism, and Adrian would be in a terrible position."
"He was just trying to protect you. How can you misunderstand his good intentions? You should apologize to him."
She pulled an intern in front of her like a shield. "See? You've scared the new staff. Don't worry, Tom, I'll have Leah apologize to you."
Other colleagues gathered around, fussing over Amy, checking her face and hands for any injuries.
"She's completely out of control. Adrian, you can't let her get away with this."
"She needs to make a public apology, at the very least, and forfeit her entire bonus for the month!"
Five or six people stood before me, all waiting for me to bow my head and apologize, just like I always did.
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